VALERIE THIESSEN

Condolences & Memories (1 entries)

• Mom… your death has made me realize that every single second we spent together, I wasted an opportunity to tell you how much I loved you And no matter what I do to move on from this pain, deep down inside I will always know that I’ll never get to hug you again. Death has taken you to a beautiful place called Heaven, but it has made my life a living hell. It's killing me, day after day it has caged me in pain, agony and misery. But I don’t mind suffering, at least it has set you free. The pain and regret of not making the most of every single moment we spent together is worse than the pain of your death sometimes. The beautiful memories of the times we’ve spent together make me smile, only until the moment when they eventually remind me that you’re no longer here. All my life I kept wishing to grow older so I could finally move out and do my own thing. But now I wish I could just turn back time to be a child and hug you again. If I had the chance to meet you for one last time I would just ask you to hug me as tightly as you can, rest my head on your shoulders… and cry till my tears run dry. I miss you so very much Mom. - Posted by: Carrie Santos (Daughter ) on: Jul 15, 2016